I’ve been getting all my work done during office hours, without really needing to do anything at home, aside from listening to the radio.
I’ve been going out for lunch every day, which is a wonderful bit of “me time” in the middle of my daily demands. It’s also actually been quite productive, since I’ve been able to solve a problem or prepare for a conversation quietly without interruption.
And I’ve also been really good at keeping things “at a distance”, and not feeling like I have to solve every problem myself. I’ve learned a lot about delegation over the last few months.
And I’ve also learned a lot about myself and how I want to spend my life, with a better balance between the hours I spend at work and the hours I spend on my life.
But now something’s happened that worries me just a little: I’ve been given a Blackberry.
The thought behind this purchase was that it would free from being chained to my desk all day, which I really appreciate. But I know deep down how much I love technology, and how addicted I can sometimes find myself to gadgets and stuff. I worry that I’ll be answering emails and responding to stuff at three o’clock in the morning, stuff that could otherwise wait, or probably doesn’t need a response.
Of course, the technology itself shouldn’t be the problem. Really, the problem lies with me, and how I use the technology, and how I feel deep down about the balance between work and life. And if I end up doing stuff like that I need to walk away and have a good hard look at myself. I’m gonna do my best, but still I worry the technology will seduce me and bring out the more addictive side of my personality.
Your thoughts would be appreciated. How do you avoid becoming one of those crazy people for whom the Blackberry is actually a Crack-Berry?